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I wanna talk to that mute guy in our PG

In my PG (Paying Guest, not the correct language probably, but anyway you get what I'm talking about) stays a mute boy. By mute I mean dumb, and by dumb I mean mute, who can't speak. I'm confused all the words seem to be too offensive. And he is not dumb (stupid) and I think dumb (mute) should be intelligent than average people, because they have more opportunity to observe and say less.

Well, I like that guy, he looks so innocent, which he is. I really want to talk to him. But I don't know how to. I am afraid that if I attempt, the very next moment I won't be able to find words and will create a super awkward situation for both of us. And as he can't speak, it would be my responsibility to take forward the conversation (I guess).

Again I won't be able to understand what he wants to say, that might make him uncomfortable. I'm not confident.

He seems to be friendly; he has a girlfriend, well I do not know whether she is GF or just a friend who happens to be a girl, she stays in the Ladies' PG in front of ours. They talk a lot; they seem very excited talking to each other. I do not know sign language, but I'm sure he is smart and very fluent in that language.  It's great to see people find someone similar, well in society all are same, these minority people finding someone similar is a beautiful thing.

I am looking forward to being able to talk to him. It would be a great experience as he might be having experiences which are rear to us, his thinking process might be different than us, the stuff he thinks about might be different than us. And as said before, as he does not have to always participate in talking in groups he gets more time to observe and judge people. I want to know that how he sees all of us or nature or everything, what makes him happy and what makes him sad.

But, I am nervous, I am afraid of the awkward situation I might create while try talking me.

Today (September 15th, 2017), he spoke to me a little, yet he did - that matters. I was waiting to wash my dish after having my dinner, he came, and I let him wash before me. Just to buy me more time to observe him, though I was not looking at him at all. I do not want to let him feel awkward. I was pretending to stare at the Ladies' PG; people are easily convinced with this kind of lies. Just if you are observing someone and about to get caught, just look at some girls, he will be convinced. Or, if someone asks you what you do on your free time sitting alone. Just tell him you watch porn.

Well, after he was done washing as I was still staring at Ladies' PG and he gestured me to wash my dish. Yeah, that's it, he gestured me to wash my dish then he left. And I am happy with it.

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